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Vicki , you are the only one who wished me a Happy BIRTHDAY so thanks so much .. i had a great day 4 all of you who are wondering … my friend came over 2 day with a carvel icecream cake , candles and a butterfly balloon .. butterflies stand for change …today would have been my parents 36th anniversary . my father died 9 yrs ago my CAT IS AFRAID OF THE balloon … take care.

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I will be “celebrating” the one year anniversary of getting fired from the last job. I loved the work, and the people I worked with, for the most part. I felt like I was ousted unjustly, and I could tell you stories to defend my version of everything. But most of you have been through similar issues, and can easily imagine my story.

After exhausting state disability, I have applied for Social Security
Disability. I have a long medical history with panic attacks and agoraphobia, and long relationships with doctors and counselor who have been filing papers for me. I also had to answer a questionaire, where they asked about my work relationships, my attitude towards authority figures, if I had been fired for misconduct.

It was very hard for me to answer those questions, I don’t have the insight to explain why I feel I am acting in one way, while other people are reading my actions totally differently.

I know being social in and out of the work environment is the hardest part of my life.I know that it is connected to to all the other issues I have. I have stopped blaming other people for not understanding or liking me, when I don’t understand or like me all the time either. It is part of what we are and we need to own it.

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That got old to me quickly and I e-mailed the staff whom she doesn’t like on blind copy and told her she better get with the program at our firm because calling half the firm names will boot her out really quick. Anyway, one of the girls forwarded it to HR and I’m anxious about what’s going to happen with that. I’m anxious about the economy helping us lose clients and if we do that we won’t need the attorneys and naturally we won’t need the secretaries. Every day I go in I expect that.

If you can concentrate on your job (I know that’s hard and it is for me), do the best job you can do and the hell with people who consider you rude. Work is not a popularity contest and besides, you won’t get yourself tied in office politics and gossip.

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I am just wondering if anyone here has had problems maintaining steady employment. I am beginning tto think that my panic and anxiety and me being diagnosed with post traumatic stress is interfering with me holding on to a job. I’ts been like that with almost every job I ever held. Poeple think that I am rude because I don’t smile a whole lot. I do not know what to do anymore. I am in desperate need of a new job, but I know that it won’t be any different when I find a new job. Anyone have any advice for me? Should I see about disability? I could really need some help with this one.
Thanks
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I was accused of being rude to Inmates, I was accused of not using the metal detector on them correctly…which is really hard to do if you have 100 Inmates coming out of the gate all at one time. The metal detector I am talking about was a hand-held one, I had to scan each Inmate top to bottom, front and back, and I was the only one doing it because they are so short handed. I had to do this twice every day for breakfast and lunch, for approximately 1000 Inmates.

The Inmates would come at it too fast and then run into it and they screamed :”Assault” at me. If I would tell them to slow it the heck down, I was accused of being rude. One of the case managers has written me up for yelling at an Inmate to “quit beating on the f**king window” when he was indeed banging on the damned window.

There was so much more going on and I really have a sneaking suspicion that it was “pay back time” for me having reported another supervisor to the higher ups for her having handed an Inmate a menstrual pad which the Inmate stuck on his forhead and then walked around with it. She then handed him a friggin Tampon and told him to “stick it up his @$$.” I felt that I had to report this because I witnessed this incident and it would have been very easy for the Inmate to scream “sexual harassment” (this is an all-male prison) and I was NOT going to get involved in that one.

Under Oklahoma State Statute, having sexual contact with an Inmate is considered RAPE and I was NOT going to go there, know what I mean? This falls under the rape prevention act and I felt that I was obligated to say something.

Little did I know at the time that half of the staff in that prison are either married to one another, dating each other or related in some form or fashion…and I attacked one of their “buddies”, know what I mean? I can’t prove retaliation, but it sure as heck seems like it…..
With Vickie’s hubby being a cop, I am sure she can verify this rape law with him he should know.
Evelyn has given me the adresses of a few websites that offer home employment, I think I will seriously check into this. I will also make an appointment with my doctor to get her opinion of this entire “keep on getting fired” situation.
On the other had, I am sure the brutal distance that I had to drive every day to and from work (150 miles round trip), didn’t help my stress level any. I took this job because it was a damned good job….a state job for crying out loud, I thought I could handle it until I had the opportunity to transfer somewhere closer, but I guess that didn’t work out.
Anyways, that is my story with the damned unemployment…..:(
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> I’ve had my current job four years in December and I’m having a little bit of trouble. There’s a bunch of office politics; we have a new secretary and she’s coming up to me all the time and whispering to me that she doesn’t like half the current staff. That got old to me quickly and I e-mailed the staff whom she doesn’t like on blind copy and told her she better get with the program at our firm because calling half the firm names will boot her out really quick. Anyway, one of the girls forwarded it to HR and I’m anxious about what’s going to happen with that. I’m anxious about the economy helping us lose clients and if we do that we won’t need the attorneys and naturally we won’t need the secretaries. Every day I go in I expect that.
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> If you can concentrate on your job (I know that’s hard and it is for me), do the best job you can do and the hell with people who consider you rude. Work is not a popularity contest and besides, you won’t get yourself tied in office politics and gossip.

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I am just wondering if anyone here has had problems maintaining steady employment. I am beginning tto think that my panic and anxiety and me being diagnosed with post traumatic stress is interfering with me holding on to a job. I’ts been like that with almost every job I ever held. Poeple think that I am rude because I don’t smile a whole lot. I do not know what to do anymore. I am in desperate need of a new job, but I know that it won’t be any different when I find a new job. Anyone have any advice for me? Should I see about disability? I could really need some help with this one.
Thanks

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Wanna come and help me clean too! wow!!
Someday i’d like to find the dog again….

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Tell me what everyone is doing for Easter. I love this holiday. Only problem is, I love those Cadbury eggs and cant stop eating them. Too much sugar and caffeine is not helping anxiety issues.

I was supposed to go to this mentor thing for Alumni and PR professionals and I bowed out. I love being around people but do you know why I cancelled? I dont know anyone and hate walking in to places by myself. I have alwatys been like that. Then I get shy about going up to people to introduce myself. Is that weird?

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