HAVE YOU SEEN/TALKED A DOCTOR????
What you’ve written below suggests a state of mind that is at least beyond my personal capacity to help, except to reiterate to you to PLEASE SEE/TALK YOUR DOCTOR AND CALL A CRISIS LINE. THEN GET TO AN EMERGENCY ROOM. Your meds may be reacting with each other in a way that ain’t good for you, or it’s an issue you can’t deal with yourself, or…something.
The next time you’re on this board I want to read that you’ve gotten help.
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I have PTSD! I know it! Post tromatic stress disorder! I know it! These terrible thoughts of school is getting too much to handle! I cannot? handle it!!!!!!:
Nobody on these groups want to help me! nobody! I have no friends! it’s true! I have?? no friends! nobody loves me except my wonderful parents and doctor. Nobody!!! I hate being blind! I? hate it!!!!!! I feel like bashing my head on something and cutting my eyes right off!!!
Nobody at hospitals want to fucking help me because they all think I am some sort of inteligent person, but really? I? am? mother fucking? not!!!!!! I have a learning disability! It’s ture, I do not! want to go to the hospital, I really do not at all, never will. I will never, ever create an outburst at home again, but please”! why! why! won’t these god damn memories go away? . I can’t take this shit anymore folks, if these memories don’t go away from me, I might seriously consider drinking 999995555888888
bottles of scoch and slipping into a coma for the rest of my? life!!! Look, please, if you happen to know of any doctor in your area or councellor, I don’t care who it is, either a relative, musician, song writer, etc, please, have them Email me or better yet, call me! I feel so depressed about feeling this way and I am so so so so so sorry all, I am very, truly sorry. I almost feel like moving to Sri Lanka and living there. I mean it! I’m not! playing around!
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