Can someone help with derealization?
Since I can remember, I have had OCD. As a child I obsessed over suffercating and questioning if I feel “real” or “really there”. I have had about 5 panic attacks in my life. I can deal with the panic attacks and OCD, but the derealization is affecting my life a lot. When I am driving I worry that I will crash because I worry that I will obsess if I am feeling real or not. I call in to work often because I feel that DR is going to be too hard to deal with that day. Every time I have something coming up that I am looking forward to or is out of my comfort zone, I worry that DR is going to either ruin my good time, or make a situation scary for me to deal with.
I was on medication for 2 years and it helped my OCD but not the DR. Therapy helped a little bit but it has never gone away. Honestly, how can something be cured that is brought up volantarily and cannot be helped? Its 100% me obsessing over the thought and its destroying my life.




